The Secret

Much has been talked about the concept of the Secret...But when I really think seriously about it...its not that easy...monitoring your thoughts and feeling all day long..and focussing on something you really want itself is not very easy....much like in board exams we want to get the highest marks but don't want to think about the exams.....creating a visual and mental reality for longer durations of time is as difficult as creating structural things in real world....

It creates stress as your mind always tries to create coherent view of reality....so dreaming with conviction is a lovely and not so easy thing to do.

Back to Roots

In another 35 days, I will be back home again...never thought these days will be so hard for me...

Before going back, its time to thank the people which made me believe in myself...always appreciating and helping in every way possible....a big thanks to everyone in Nederlands.

Back home time and life is slipping away from me....so much needs to be done and in so short time...building even from here is not easy....everytime the challenge thrown to me gets larger....and even maintaining the same spirits seems a collosal task.....unfortunatly having no choice....I keep fighting..!! and enjoying the fight !!!

my guiding soul

Sometimes

Sometimes, few events change everything about you....Your perspectives, hopes, visions, feelings, emotions, values, outlook, duties and love for life...All change..in a snap.......And before you being aware of this change...you are transformed...
And sometimes after being through so much pain and happiness...You fail to see them as diffrent sides of same coin....but as a vast continuum of simultaneously existing experiences......Whatever happiness or sadness comes next does not matter as all your existense is experienced in every moment by you...and then you are more relaxed than anyone else in all the choas...and at peace with self...

My Lappy on Linux

Yesterday, I installed Linux Open Source OS on my own laptop...And really I am much delighted to see the practical merits of Opensource....It wonderfull to kick Microsoft's Ass by not paying 300 odd Euro and installing a wonderfull OS with diffrent servers and office utilities for free....And also not having the guilt feeling of using pirated software....
The looks are amazing and so is the ease of installation....:-) Just connect to internet and insert a DVD....further how to install gtalk, ymessenger and other utilities are detailed on web.

Right now this friend yours is most likely to be listening to some good authentic radio on net....with Ads but not with pirated music...

And post installation..it gives me opportunity to feel good about my engineering - management background.....scaling shell scripts at one end to understanding strategic management and finance consolidation on other.

Eight Hours a day !!

My Rakhi